winterr snowyy nitee

Name** pearlynn ong xuezhen
Nick** elmo
Burfday** 13 september
Age** seventeen
School** raffles girls' primary school => chij st theresa's convent => millennia institute
CCA**guitar ensemble => angklung and kulintan ensemble

LoVeS
*zero-nine rawks!!
*stars
*snow
*dolphin
*scuba diving
*swimming
*any petite furry animals
*travel wid my frens n cousins
*the bunch of rascals tt i am teaching nw
*my adorable baby cousins
*my 2 little monkeys at hm
*my frens who hv stood by me
*my clix in 04C2 [jan.wenyu.esther.zhihao.LC.alan]
*.pok.xiaoxuan.
*.pauline.seeweng.patsy.
*my colleagues frm B.S
*obssession of soft toys

Thursday, May 13, 2004

back to blog again.. think today is the day tt he hv his dance competition.. gonna wish him good luck here.. anywayz.. wrote a letter to him abt hw i feel.. will respect his decision if he wants to break..yepps.. tho i noe tt i hv fallen to deep in..

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tot abt a lot of things yesterday.. wen i was on my way hm.. i actually walk towards a movin car widout knowin.. thinkin abt it nw.. i rather tt it banged me.. instead of stoppin i frnt of me.. haiz.. after thinkin the whole nite abt me n liangkai.. tot of breakin up.. bt the more i think of it.. the more it make me realised tt i hv fallen too deep.. the more i realised tt i really love him.. haiz.. bt wld he even noe.. haiz.. i realised tt ever since i was wid liangkai.. i put aside a lot of things tt i tot i cld nv let go..

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skool was all fine.. i was lyk in skool damn early.. so was lyk waitin for wenyu.. den i saw liangkai n amanda.. den my 1st reaction was to walk back into the class.. haiz.. lyk hw else can i feel rite.. den shortly i walk back dere again.. den dey were stil walkin along tt corridor.. bt i pretend as if i nv see dem at all.. haiz.. i told myself tt i ain't gonna cry today.. nt gonna at all.. den got wenyu to pass him the letter.. den wen he saw me.. he purposely go n tok to sumone else.. haiz.. tt was wat i heard frm wenyu.. i din dare to look at him.. i was afraid tt i will breakdown.. den i was lyk the crappy old me for the 1st half of the day.. den durin self study i went to look for gracie.. haiz.. coz an idiot called mickey.. said tt he loves me.. wat zhen de hen ai wo.. -pengz- den in the canteen.. gracie told me abt she n joel.. den i cldn't hlp bt cry wen i tok to her abt me n liangkai.. haiz.. the rest of the day ended quite well.. except for the fact tt zhihao was damn pissed off by daphne.. den for the 3rd tym ever since i noe him.. i see him blare wid all the vulgarities.. n it scares me.. haiz.. dunno wat daph wats oso.. dunno wat he wants oso.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. den actually asked gracie to wish liangkai gd luck on my behalf.. bt end up.. gt a long long lecture from an idiot.. den decided to send him the msg myself.. tho i noe tt it is unlikely for him to reply.. haiz..

gonna end my post soon.. jz realised tt i hv been smile wen i tot of wat me n liangkai went thru.. i din notice tt until my sis told me.. haiz.. love u always..

haiz.. poor jan.. me .. n esther.. all on the same boat.. wonder wat we will b lyk tml..

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