winterr snowyy nitee

Name** pearlynn ong xuezhen
Nick** elmo
Burfday** 13 september
Age** seventeen
School** raffles girls' primary school => chij st theresa's convent => millennia institute
CCA**guitar ensemble => angklung and kulintan ensemble

LoVeS
*zero-nine rawks!!
*stars
*snow
*dolphin
*scuba diving
*swimming
*any petite furry animals
*travel wid my frens n cousins
*the bunch of rascals tt i am teaching nw
*my adorable baby cousins
*my 2 little monkeys at hm
*my frens who hv stood by me
*my clix in 04C2 [jan.wenyu.esther.zhihao.LC.alan]
*.pok.xiaoxuan.
*.pauline.seeweng.patsy.
*my colleagues frm B.S
*obssession of soft toys

Friday, May 07, 2004

my inner world is snowin.. its so cold.. tt i can't feel a thing

haiz.. yesterday n today were the worst day of my life.. haiz.. i dunno lar.. bt it seems lyk he has bin ignorin me for the past 2 days.. i dunno whether is it coz my past nt.. den he n i lyk distant a lot.. haiz.. bt nw shld b ok le lar.. haven bin slpin for 2 days.. haven bin eatin for the whole day.. haiz.. feel so haiz.. dunno wat to say.. jz thinkin abt it makes me full..

went to skool today wid a 'chao bin'.. den once i reach class i started cryin liaoz.. guessed i scared zhihao, wenyu n esther.. den after tt stop liaoz.. den saw xiao xuan, dian n huda tt tym.. started cryin again.. haiz.. den durin the national anthem tt tym.. Zhihao tried all ways to make me laugh.. he is the oni guy who can make me cry n laugh at the same tym.. den after tt.. grace came to ask me.. den i cried again.. haiz.. den a lot of things happen.. too many.. dun think i wld b able to say here.. all i noe is tt i broke down a lot of tyms today.. den camy, jamie, shu ning, azmi, farid, luq[mole], xiao xuan, huda, shak[dunno hw to spell her name] n salmah tried to cheer me up durin the whole session..

haiz.. bt liang explain to me le.. den all i can rmb is tt.. i jz keep sayin 'it's ok' n nth else den tt.. yar.. haiz.. i really dunno.. bt i told him to give me tonite to cool things down.. yar..

[PauLiNe] i am so glad tt u were wid me wen i needed u yesterday.. i am so happy tt u kept me company the whole nite.. i really miss the day tt we tok really really long.. i miss the tym tt u came over to my place n stay over.. n drink.. n tok our probs out.. sittin at the balcony.. drinkin can after can of beer.. i really miss those days tt u were dere weneva i nid u.. i really miss u a lot..

[those who cheer me up today] really sorry.. coz i hv heard frm some tt i scared u all wen i cried.. bt really thks for all the things n tupid actions tt u all hv done jz to put tt smile back on my face..

[my clix.. wenyu, esther, jan, zhihao] thks for bein dere for me the whole day.. cheerin me up.. encouragin me n stuff.. especially zhihao.. been hit by me the whole day.. thks for lettin me vent my anger on u.. wenyu.. thks for the tissue paper.. esther.. thks for the msg.. jan.. thks for the encouragement..

8:44 PM