winterr snowyy nitee

Name** pearlynn ong xuezhen
Nick** elmo
Burfday** 13 september
Age** seventeen
School** raffles girls' primary school => chij st theresa's convent => millennia institute
CCA**guitar ensemble => angklung and kulintan ensemble

LoVeS
*zero-nine rawks!!
*stars
*snow
*dolphin
*scuba diving
*swimming
*any petite furry animals
*travel wid my frens n cousins
*the bunch of rascals tt i am teaching nw
*my adorable baby cousins
*my 2 little monkeys at hm
*my frens who hv stood by me
*my clix in 04C2 [jan.wenyu.esther.zhihao.LC.alan]
*.pok.xiaoxuan.
*.pauline.seeweng.patsy.
*my colleagues frm B.S
*obssession of soft toys

Friday, July 16, 2004

hmm.. many things hv been happenin to me.. i dunno wat to do.. i really dunno..

many things had been happenin.. bt still i hv to wish

14th July 2004
Jason!! HaPpY 20th BiRtHDaY!! Muz rmb to shower me wid ur love n care.. tt is wat u hv promise hor..
LiangKai!! HaPpY 17th BiRtHDaY!!

done wid the wishin of birthday.. kinda late.. bt still.. yar.. so so happy.. hmm.. dear said tt he wld b back for my birthday.. hmm.. patiently waitin.. bt dear disappoint me quite a lot.. ermz.. nt quite.. bt really really disappoint me.. haiz.. he actually forgot tt it was our anni.. n he forgot to call me.. n of coz.. haiz.. he did sumthin else.. i really dunno whether i can tolerate nt.. i noe he has his needs.. bt stil.. haiz.. as long as i dun see it wid my on eyes.. or watsoever.. i won't say a thing..actually i feel quite fortunate to hv him as my bf.. coz he went thru my past wid me n everything.. mayb tts wat makes our relationship so different n strong.. strong?! mite nt b the rite word.. haiz..

hmm.. today's angklung nt very very gd for me.. i fel so useless can.. can't even hlp to carry instruments.. coz xx dun allow.. *sobz* bt i noe tt she is doin dis for my own good.. bt still.. hmm.. i ended up sittin in MR cuttin our cute little black garbage bag.. gotta prepare for the backdrop.. mayb coz i ytd walk too much or wat.. den today oso quite hoppy n stuff.. durin angklung.. me leg hurts lyk nobody's business.. n den my head was lyk spinnin n spinnin.. n my heart hurt so so much can.. haiz.. i wanted to show tt nth much had happen.. bt i cldn't.. the pain was too much for me to take.. eventually.. i cried.. nw got a lot of pple noe lyk tt.. shuning, xx, wenyu, esther, janice, zhihao, ms wee n amanda.. i feel so tired n painful..

shld i or shld i nt.. tho i told dem tt i am willin to take it.. bt still i am unsure of it.. i am afraid of pain.. i really dunno wats becomin of me.. all i am afraid is tt.. the waitin of tml.. is gettin longer than i expect..

8:53 PM